The Inner Union

Integrating INstinct

She went down a spiral staircase deep into the earth. She went to my birth and guided my soul into my body. She went into the four layers of underworld and found three Selves frozen with fear. She made replicas out of soil then took the frozen Selves to thaw in the warmth of the Sun. The Bodhi Sattvas greeted her with a golden light to fill each iteration of Self.

I was one with the world once - making mud pies from the wet earth. I felt the grief of the forest as faces flashed before me. I became my own ground as I became whole and full.

She attended alongside thirteen midwives to birth three aspects of my Self: my voice, my original form and my right to live. I deserve to live, to thrive. As a shapeshifter, I forgot at some point my original form. I became what anyone wanted me to be and I forgot who I was meant to be - until now.

The stars gifted me Hope that she breathed into my root and I became Alive. I had never been alive before now.

Thank you for letting me see your true face.